Thursday, 11 June 2009

• Gates Of Hell and Angels

  no body cares

  no one gives a damn

  no body's fair

  coz nobody is there

   

  that was my say

  when i used to be alone

  i couldn't fly away

  as i caried the pain on my own

   

  cry alone , sing for the pain

  choke alone, dream in vain

   

  watch your tears falling

  it's the only show around

  no one can hear your calling

  no one can hear your sound

  staring deep in your drawing

  of a bird that can't find a ground

   

  no body cares

  no one gives a damn

  no body's fair

  coz nobody is there

   

   

  that was my life before i find the cure

  your love which is pure, now i a know it for sure

  those were my feelings that never gives a relief

  never thought i would make it , i never had a belief

  that some day ill over come it , and stand again to have a life

  it taught me a lesson , that God wants me to have the best life

   

  imagine all the sufferings flash and disappear

  driven by the surroundings of disturbance and fear

   

  always the flow with dark winds

  ghost whispers ,shapes  your wings

   

  God damn it , from the deep of the throat

  it's like gates of hell open through your thought

   

   

  no body cares

  no one gives a damn

  no body's fare

  coz nobody is there

   

   

   

  getting scared of my own talk

  stumble and fall , stumble and fall

  looking for the right door

  just keep reminding myself of what iam looking for

  stumble and fall then stumble and fall

  and coming back to where i started it all

   

  no body cares

  no one gives a damn

  no body's fare

  coz nobody is there

   

   

  where are you my angel ?

  do you exist at least ?

  am I  a stranger

  or did I  make you leave..

  living with a craked  soul and a broken heart

  It’s easy word to say I was torn apart

  It just was worse

  This is who I was before I knew the one Isaiah talked about:

  The Spirit of the Lord is on me,
        because he has anointed me
        to preach good news to the poor.
     He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
        and recovery of sight for the blind,  to release the oppressed,
      ¹⁹to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor

  He preached me good news.

  I’m no longer poor.

  He proclaimed freedom for me.

  I’m no longer a prisoner.

  He restored my sight.

  I’m no longer blind.

  He released me.

  I’m no longer oppressed.

  He proclaimed the Lord’s favor.

   

  Jesus cared about me

  When nobody gave a damn

  Jesus Loved me

  Though I was a lost man.

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  the words in regular fonts are  a poem i made named " gates of hell and angels " , i made it before i knew christ.

  this was what i really felt.

  the words in bold, i added them today. this is what really happened,and this is what is happining, this is the difference  Jesus made in me.

  all you have to do is to accept Jesus call to you

  Jesus said in revelation 3:20

   "²⁰Behold, I stand at the door and knock.If anyone hears my voice and opens the door,I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me."

  after i knew Jesus, i just recognized how many knocks on my door i ignored, and how many times he was calling on me but i said " no , it's nothing "

  but thanks to him i finally answered and opened my door.

  Jesus loves you. and i pray that if you are still away from him. if  haven't tasted his love ,tender and fatherhood, his compassion , that you hear him and open your door.

  because he is knocking on your door everyday.

  If you are feeling the same way as i did, know that Jesus is here for you. just tell him i want to hear your voice,open your heart for him.

  and I am here if you would love to talk.

   

  and Jesus is already inviting you to come to him through matthew

  11: "28Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

  --

  you will find rest for your souls.

  John 3 :  ¹⁶"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

  God bless you.

  this is my first poem after i knew Jesus " welcome home " and this is my 2nd " jesus loves me whoever I am "

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